i tell you this

do not mistake pity for love.
never explain to me what love is
for you never really know it
and you never feel it
and you never ever show it
so
stop preaching about love.

here you are again

i never thought that you would arise from a deep slumber and however, it gave me a little chill over my spine. you’re here to make me suffer and generate my fear. i curse happiness for coming around for the thought of you made me shiver. i know this is crazy. i mean how can i get away from that era if you will still fly beyond my system. i consistently failed to remember you realizing that it is the healthiest way to graduate from solitude. but here you are again without pity over my damaged ego and neglected emotions.

let me go should I say?

sex and coffee

i like it hot

and

sweet

with a kick of

guilt

in the dark

li'l black

so

stir

don't shake

go

drink.