so what if you're pregnant?

okay, here's what i want to say regarding infanticipation.

just recently, my officemate asked me about my other officemate if she is infanticipating. I strongly said "no" cause I haven't seen any proof. It's like what you see is what you exactly get or to see is to believe.

anyways, as days passed by i could see the changes in her body(and where do you look at? --of course the belly!). it's getting bigger and bigger.

okay i was wrong and okay i could confirm that she really is pregnant but i don't get what she's up to? i mean, she has the right not to say it but later on we will know it. i don't see any reason why you have to hide the truth.

i hope the baby will not get mute. Oh, God.

even termites love books!

While cleaning my room last Saturday, I found out that my renaissance classic book had been eaten by termites! Oh my! The termites munched the hard cover and they were also starting to build their homes inside the pages by making a small hole in it. Oh God! The book was a three-stories-in-one book. The titles were Utopia by Thomas Moore, The Prince by Machiavelli and The Decameron by Boccaccio. Poor book!

to remember you

to remember you,
I’ll look up in the sky
and find you there
though clouds block its view
and birds fly freely.
will walk down the park
where your dog loves to run
gaze in the dark sky
where stars beautifully glow
surviving the darkness that wrap them
will remember your antiques
the smiles and the jokes
that sometimes made me pissed off
the midnight calls
the 4am talks
the way you call me babe
cause I’m not a baby
and hates to be called one
the massage that hurts my hands
and my feet as well.

there are so many things to remember you
and will just remember those
with a smile.

Office brouhaha

i really hate office gossip --yes office chismis if you may call it. i don't know exactly why people 'love' to talk about personal lives and all. i mean you can do anything or perform your job well aside from pestering your officemate.

day to day office experiences has made me come up with this 3 things why people gossip:

1. you are pretty bored--admit it. the thing why you're doing this is because you're pretty bored. of course morning talks over the coffee and afternoon breaks are the perfect moment to gossip. from your officemates lesbian affair to hair styles, promotion/movements/resignation etc.;

2. you are damned insecure --well, you are so envious of the luck that your officemate has received. she/he got promoted and you, well, stagnant for three years and waiting for your life for the ultimate raise. and because you don't get what you want then, perfect moment to spin stories about your efficient officemate and;

3. your are not busy that's why -- yes and the thing is, you are forced to think differently and come up with this bad habit. if you are saying nasty things about your officemate well that's a clear sign of you are not performing your job well.

yes, we do love to talk about people's lives but can we just spare and let them live their lives to the fullest?