a repugnant marriage proposal

have you ever experienced a marriage proposal? it is 100% chill in the spine right? but what if you're in a different situation say, you are already committed ( legally or not) or you are in a different situation? How are you going to deal with it?

I used to have indecent proposals before. Those "palipad-hangin" in Filipino term. If someone likes you or they are just teasing you that's what you called it indecent proposal.

just recently, while busy browsing my facebook page, a chat box popped-up and who's that? well, none other than my ex. Ok at first he's just asking about how have I been, where am I right now until he asked me about my pregnancy then if i will get married and if i don't decide to get married, he's willing to marry me. OK, sounds romantic and so-so nice to hear but i'm telling you it's crazy.

it's crazy because first, i don't feel anything towards him; second, i'm already in my 25th weeks in pregnancy; third, i'm very much inlove with my boyfriend and lastly, it's sounds so stupid.

i don't understant why he did that. Can someone explain it to me? I thought this shit happens in movies but not in real life. How could someone asked a girl to marry him without checking the situation?

when you're inlove you become stupid.

mother, mother

today my mother is celebrating her 61st birthday.

I must admit that I may not be able to come home (in bulacan) to celebrate with her. so sorry ina--yes, that's what i used to call her. full of sweetness.

i am so grateful because i have a very understanding plus loving plus patient plus everything, every good trait you will say for a mother. i think everyone of us say the most for our mother.

i miss my ina so much. i miss those late night talks whenever i came home from my busy work and we will chat until 3am talking about how our lives went on the whole week. i miss those dates, simple dates and treats in the nearby fast food chain or just simply we just ended up and filling our stomach with steaming lugaw with tokwang baboy.

i miss those shopping spree with her. we will go to tiangge to try our luck looking for cheap yet best buy. we both love dresses, shoes and other things.

my only wish for her is to be happy always. i really do miss everything we have.

happy birthday ina and hope that we can talk again just like the old days.

i love you beyond the stars.

i'm happy for you

when was the last time you uttered i'm happy for you?

ok, it's like seeing an ex-boyfriend/girlfriend with their new flame (minus the bitterness) then you will eventually say that you are happy for them.

it's like seeing a friend with a brand new thing.

it's like knowing your girl friend that she's infanticipating.

it's like being happy with someone because she receives blessings/achievement.

there are so many ways to say that you are happy for someone.

i just learned it today. honestly.